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Seme or Uke?

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 28, 2009, 6:00 PM
  • Mood: Pain


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Featured content may cause embarrassment and/or projectile vomiting. Do not spread word of this content, for it is dangerous to one's mental health and/or one's sanity. AAAANNNNDDDD theres lots of swearing....controversial subjects and other profane stuff....So if you are highly sensitive and freak out when you see an itty bitty swear word like: DAMN then please do not read ahead....I write worse than that.



A Note to One's Love

I love her...shes perfect, adorable, gorgeous, her eyes sparkle with the light of a billion stars...shes my life...shes my breath, heart, body, mind, soul...she is beautiful...*chi-chai-monchan





Mark whichever applies to you~
Greater than 30= Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both?
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme

01-[x] You like to be content in everything.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[x] You like making others blush.
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[ ] You like romantic-funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
12-[x] You have listened “an café”.
13-[x] You like listening to it. (FUCK...>>; )
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[ ] You are innocent and a little clumsy. the clumsy part =___=
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi is the best.
27-[ ] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[x] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[x] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[x] You smile with no reason.
38-[x] You usually are very positive.
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say

28...Uke XD sweet i guess


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Journal Entry: Sun Dec 20, 2009, 7:39 PM
  • Mood: Pain


Just a little caution:

Featured content may cause embarrassment and/or projectile vomiting. Do not spread word of this content, for it is dangerous to one's mental health and/or one's sanity. AAAANNNNDDDD theres lots of swearing....controversial subjects and other profane stuff....So if you are highly sensitive and freak out when you see an itty bitty swear word like: DAMN then please do not read ahead....I write worse than that.



A Note to One's Love

I love her...shes perfect, adorable, gorgeous, her eyes sparkle with the light of a billion stars...shes my life...shes my breath, heart, body, mind, soul...she is beautiful...*chi-chai-monchan



"Now shut up and swallow. Shut up and swallow"

.) Describe your first date.
Deceiver- Disturbed
(>.> it was THAT bad)

2.) What is your personal religion?
Jericho's Theme
(I worship Chris Jericho. And the Chris-tionary)

3.) What do you think of your current hometown?
When Worlds Collide- Powerman 5000
(>.> Redneck meets gays.)

4.) What do you feel guilty about?
Noose and Nail- OTEP
(Hmm...I have no guilt)

5.) What embarrasses you?
Famous Last Words- Zeromancer
(when I cry to this song..)

6.) What kind of restaurant would you open?
Halls of Illusions- ICP
(hmm...lets take a walk down the hallway, its a long way, it takes all dayyy...something along those lines)

7.) How do you feel about fall?
Breed- OTEP version
(We could plant a house, we could build a tree baby. That says it all)

8.) What's your greatest fear?
Dont Leave Home- Dido
(my gf leaving me..)

9.) What's your biggest weakness?
Walking on Air- Kerli

10.) What was the last lie you told?
What the FUCK is Wrong With You- Combichrist
(*explodes* ANDYYYY!!!!! Fucking A...umm...I told my friend that THEY were attractive to make them feel better)

11.) What's the biggest thing you learned in school?
All Alone- Gorillaz
(You'll always be alone no matter who your friends are)

12.) What did you dream your life would be like as a child?
Need You Like a Drug- Zeromancer
(hmm...dont ever want to be like you? Thats all I could get out of it)

13.) What was your first serious girlfriend/boyfriend like?
Rainbows and Stuff- ICP
(wow...thats really the opposite since the one I'm in now is pretty serious)

14.) What were you doing 10 years ago?
Erotic Saints- Zeromancer
(I dont have anything witty for that surprisingly)

15.) What will you be doing in 10 years?
Like to Thank My Buddies-...guess who...
(Hmm...thanking all of my non friends for stabbing me in the back probably)

16.) What does a cry for help from you sound like?
Run for Cover- OTEP
(I warned you before, i'm addicted to war. I was preying for armageddon on the day i was born...needless to say i dont cry for help)

17.) What do you buy at Wal-Mart?
The Line of the Dead- guess who for the millionth time
(I guess I buy dead people)

18.) Describe your personal political philosophy.
Praise the Lord and Pass the Ammunition- Serj Tankian
(amen brother)

19.) Do you like to travel?
Come Original- 311
(hmm...sure)

20.) How do you feel about your coworkers?
Shut Up and SWALLOW- Andy...you did it again...
("You fucking parasite
Feeding off my voice like a leech
Sucking me dry
Use your head
Hope you're gagging in your throat
Hope you gag and choke
Your pale little face turning blue"
Wow...do i get that intimate with my "coworkers"? LMAO)


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Journal Entry: Sun Dec 20, 2009, 7:10 PM
  • Mood: Pain


Just a little caution:

Featured content may cause embarrassment and/or projectile vomiting. Do not spread word of this content, for it is dangerous to one's mental health and/or one's sanity. AAAANNNNDDDD theres lots of swearing....controversial subjects and other profane stuff....So if you are highly sensitive and freak out when you see an itty bitty swear word like: DAMN then please do not read ahead....I write worse than that.



A Note to One's Love

I love her...shes perfect, adorable, gorgeous, her eyes sparkle with the light of a billion stars...shes my life...shes my breath, heart, body, mind, soul...she is beautiful...*chi-chai-monchan




How am I feeling today?
Slut Garden- Marilyn Manson
(my smile is a chainlink fence...that I have put up)

Will I get far in life?
I Walked With a Zombie- Wednesday 13
(depends on how far the zombie wants to walk)

How do my friends see me?
Sippin' On Down- BOONDOX
(I guess they see me as a drunk)

Where will I get Married?
Starstruck- Lady Gaga
(hmm...a club?)

What is my best friend's theme song?
Love and Hatred- Cruxshadows
(hes a lover babe)

What is the story of my life?
Feel Good Inc- Gorillaz
(Love forever love is free. Let's turn forever you and me.)

What was high school like?
Machine- VNV Nation mix
(Do say, "Love me, I'm cheap to rent.")

How am I going to get ahead in life?
Hold Your Colour- Pendulum

What is the best thing about me?
Pretty Rave Girl- X Ray
(I'm a pretty rave girl, they always think about me. When I say hi to them butterflies always go right through them. And when they see me dancing they want to take a chance in getting a little closer and maybe get to know me. -DID I SERIOUSLY JUST DO THAT!?? Wow, I'm cocky XD)

How is today going to be?
You Will Remember Tonight- Andrew W.K.
(I remember every shitty night)

What is in store for this weekend?
Idiot Music- Zeromancer
(I guess XD I only loved you)

What song describes my parents?
Military Fashion Show- And One
(moms a nazi bitch and my dad...he'd kick my ass into shape.)

My grandparents?
Zombie- the Cranberries techno mix
(well...thats just grandpa. My two grams...hmmm...thats hard.)

How is my life going?
Tilt A Whirl- ICP
(They...All....DIE...)

What song will play at my funeral?
I Am MINE- Pearl Jam
(The ocean is full cuz every one's cryin...)

How does the world see me?
Feed Your Anger- Combichrist
(damnit ANDY!!! )< Well I guess the world thinks I have a short temper)

Will I have a happy life?
Deranged- Exodus
(I feel I'm on the edge, I need some kind of cure. Now I've gone and killed someone, I'm mentally disturbed!)

What do my friends really think of me?
SHUT. ME. UP.- MSI
(XD thats what they totally think of me)

Do people secretly lust after me?
My Girlfriend's Girlfriend- Type O' Negative
(fuck yea they do XD You'd be crazy not to)

How can I make myself happy?
We Want Fun- Andrew W.K.
(We want fun, and we're gonna get pasted! We want to have fun, and we want to get wasted!...i guess that means be drunk all the time XD)

What should I do with my life?
Chrome Bitch- Zeromancer
(Woooowww....that sounds like a breakup song...not gonna happen)

Will I ever have children?
Home Sweet Homicide- Wednesday 13
(Nope XD thats a HUGE ASS no)

What is some good advice for me?
Meds- Placebo
(baby, dont forget to take your meds)

What is my signature dancing song?
Beautiful Loser- William Control
(FUCK. YES.)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Good Day- Tally Hall
(I'm so glad you even really truely came.)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
All Hope is GONE- Slipknot
(Hmm...Most likely)

What type of men/women do you like?
The Neden Game- ICP
(XD First thing, I could never love you, you sound like a richy bitch. Yo FUCK YOU...well...i guess it goes to show i dont like rich bitches)


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I Gotta Feeling(TAG)

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 20, 2009, 6:39 PM
  • Mood: Pain


Just a little caution:

Featured content may cause embarrassment and/or projectile vomiting. Do not spread word of this content, for it is dangerous to one's mental health and/or one's sanity. AAAANNNNDDDD theres lots of swearing....controversial subjects and other profane stuff....So if you are highly sensitive and freak out when you see an itty bitty swear word like: DAMN then please do not read ahead....I write worse than that.



A Note to One's Love

I love her...shes perfect, adorable, gorgeous, her eyes sparkle with the light of a billion stars...shes my life...shes my breath, heart, body, mind, soul...she is beautiful...*chi-chai-monchan




1. Put your iTunes on shuffle (Or Mp3 Player, or whatever you use)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Tag at least 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
Dead Enough for Life- Icon of Coil
(seriously!)

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
BoysBoysBoys- Lady Gaga
(sup true dat.)

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Zombie Slam- PAIN
(hmm...I do like a little death in my fleshbags >.>;)

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Powerman 5000- Supernova
(fuck yes..)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Gone to Your Head- Zeromancer
(Wow...it IS all in my head)

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Kaboom- Marilyn Manson
(I wont do it with you...ill do it to you. Dont say no, just say now baby ;D)

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
She is Beautiful- Andrew W.K.
cuz they think I'm fucking beautiful)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Numb and Dumb- OTEP
(Lock the door, load your guns and prey for NOTHING.)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
I'll Kill You- X Japan
(>.> death is the answer to that question)

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Pure Morning- Placebo
(a friend in needs a friend indeed ;3)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Nurse Who Loved Me- Perfect Circle
(somewhat, but only without the pills)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I've Got Friends in All the Right Places- Manchester Orchestra
(WHUUUUUUTTT!??...true)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pepper- Butthole Surfers
(I wanna drink from a fountain that was pouring like an avalanch thats comin down the mountain)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Whats My Age Again?- Blink 182

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
You Will Be the BITCH Now- Combichrist
(most likely HAHAHA!! I love you Andy)

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
6 Little Eggs- DJ Tuzz remix
(;D)

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
What the FUCK is wrong with you?- Combichrist
(telling people whats wrong with them? Prolly)

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Enjoy the Abuse- Combichrist
(DAMN YOU ANDY!!! YOU ARE THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING!!! Well...ahem...the secret is I've always wanted to be dominated ;D)

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
O Green World- Gorillaz
(hmm...O green world...dont desert me now...idk)

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Shakin' Hands; Nickelback [[so I shouldn't be a whore?]]

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
America's Suitehearts- Fall Out FAG
(what? i love that song...umm...hmm...I wanna be the death of myself. I'm in love with my own sins)

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Ruby Soho- Rancid

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Finale Reprise- Shiny Toy Guns
(It does XD Dusty and I sing it together and it sounds sooooo fucking hilarious)

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
UR A WMN NOW- OTEP
(dear god i sob when i hear it...makes me think abour Ernie...)

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Sex, Drogen, UND Industrial- Combichrist
(*kicks Andy in his sexy face* D< )

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
HAPPY PARTY- Dj Happy
(;A; yes)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Milk of Regret- OTEP
(prolly not...)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Make Her Say- Kid Cudi
(I NEVER would have had sexual relations with that anorexic vampire wannabe..)

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
The Hollow- Perfect Circle
(screaming feed me here...fill me up again...temporarily pacifying...feed me here...fill me up again...temporarily pacifying)

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS JOURNAL AS?
I Gotta Feeling- Black Eyed
(hehe totally)

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I find myself...

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 19, 2009, 11:14 AM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Gone to your head - Zeromancer
  • Watching: ...what i say.
  • Eating: misery
  • Drinking: in sorrow


Just a little caution:

Featured content may cause embarrassment and/or projectile vomiting. Do not spread word of this content, for it is dangerous to one's mental health and/or one's sanity. AAAANNNNDDDD theres lots of swearing....controversial subjects and other profane stuff....So if you are highly sensitive and freak out when you see an itty bitty swear word like: DAMN then please do not read ahead....I write worse than that.



A Note to One's Love

I love her...shes perfect, adorable, gorgeous, her eyes sparkle with the light of a billion stars...shes my life...shes my breath, heart, body, mind, soul...she is beautiful...*chi-chai-monchan



"...all wired up...of things i dont really care about...it makes no sense what I'm going through...I lay on my back taking shit from you..."

So I'm feeling REALLY emotional. I got my monthly friend and nobody gives a damn about cheering me up except fueling the fire. I'm so PISSED OFF. DX I wanna kill something. And last night since I went to bad unhappy I had a gorey nightmare that i was possessed and killed my friends and family and went to a park and murdered kids with my blood soaked hands...ugh...it was so disgusting I woke up covered in a cold sweat.

Does anybody know how to interpret dreams and such? I could really use something to take my mind off things...*cuddles with a heatpad and downs some advil* Nngh....I think I'll doll my newest stress reliever Joker...AND IT WONT STOP EFFING SNOWING!!!! I hate the snow!!!


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